Journal de recordatthetone

I'm missing GVR. FUCK.....Skating music?

6 oct. 2007, 22h12m

I hate this. I'm missing GVR 'cause I'm sick...Argggg. Lake Forest's one cool shindig, and I get the fucking flu or something. I'm gonna scream. Except my throat hurts too much. Fuckingfuckityfuckfuckingfuckers.

I like the word fuck, apparently, when I'm sick.

I need to cheer myself up, so I'm thinking of good music to skate tooo. Well, myself, I like to skate with friends, which is the whole fun bit of it for me. You know?

So, I'm not usually listening to music when I'm skating, but talking to my friends. I can do both at once, cause I'm multitalented. Or whatever.

Sososo. What I'd listen too while skating if I listened to music while skating.
I'd like a nice mix of just stuff to fast paced to heavy stuff[punk, metal, whatnot], so...Yeah.

Steady Riot
All My Life
Rolling With the Punches
Anything, Anything
When the Music's Over
Break on Through
Warrior's Code
Lips Like Sugar
Everyday I Write The Book
Matinee
I Hate Children (1980 Demo)
Desperate but Not Serious

Fake Tales of San Francisco
Streets, Cities

Moving To LA
Beast and the Harlot

Enter Sandman

Heroes
Los Angeles Is Burning

E-Pro Until We Burn In The Sun(The Kids Just Want Love Song)

Nervous Breakdown

Lost in the Supermarket
Pull My Strings

Perfect Blue Buildings

I Wanna Be Your Dog
Title and Registration

All Messed Up

Emerge

Fer Sure
Everything Went Numb
9mm And A 3 Piece Suit
Into Action
Time Bomb
Pysco Killer
Ghostfire
That one Sublime song about the Rodney King riots....Ha. Never remember the name....
Bigmouth Strikes Again

Anarchy In The UK Love Comes in Spurts

Los Angeles

Brain too fried to think of more. I'm sure they're are tons I'm missing, but I can barely type anymore.

Funeral marches and substitute revolutionaries.

5 oct. 2007, 2h39m

I'm back fresh from the doctors and I'm feeling terrible. Got a 100 degree fever, but that's pretty average for me. My body runs hot, or something, and a little sick doesn't slow me down. Too stubborn. Anyway.

I'm thinking about dying again. I've got a heart murmur, ya know? Hole in the heart, cardiologist, the whole bit. Sososo. Running's already a pain in the arse. But now, fun times, I get a stabbing fucking pain in my ribs when I run...or even yawn. The dumbass fucking doctor told me not to eat before I ran. Fucker. Fucking. Fucker. I can die 'cause of shit like this.

So, of course, I've got an English research report on Communism, and I'm photocopying shit about Marx and Lenin, Stalin and Trotsky. I'm thinking about death. I'm thinking about what song they'll play at my funeral. I'm thinking about how I really don't want to drop dead in PE. That would suck, huh? No. I'm thinking death and suicide and depression and all the things the nice pills would cure and make me dead inside and of all the conselours with concerned faces and only the best of intentions.

Anyway. Deathdeathdeath. What song would you want them to play at your funeral? I'd want a mixtape, or something. Someone would have to compile it for me, though, because the world knows my mixtapes are horrible. And they seem like someone with ADD made them.

So. Funeral songs. For me. I'm too weird about things like this...Psh. More message then sound, I guess. Maybe a little The Smiths(I happen to like Asleep by them, among others...Yeah, The Perks of Being a Wallflower,but I liked the song before the book.), Depeche Mode('cause they're so damn cheery), Medic Droids(I like 'em...So. Shut up, yeah?),

We Close Our Eyes(Dude. Grew up on it...Ha.),

Not a Virgin(Have to tell my mum somehow, right...?), Social Distortion(Either, like, Anti-Fashion, or...You know I'm thinking

Story of My Life. Cause it's a funeral. Haha.), Violent Femmes(

Kiss Off?), and...dude. I dunno. I'd want some stuff like...to remind people who I am, lighten the mood a bit, maybe. Ha. I dunno...Like...This Scene Is Dead,

Pretty Vacant, Love Rhymes With Hideous Train Wreck, Architecture in Helsinki, of Montreal, Muse, Transport, Nirvana, Sublime...Whatever, you know. Pull some songs from my huge list of bands I like (regardless if I've the funds to have one of their CDs)...And play it. That's how I feel about funeral songs...

My music taste obviously reflects my attention span...It's everywhere, innit?
Ohwell. Won't matter when I'm dead, will it?