long time no see~
well, I was really busy during the last weeks
and I decided to slow down my activity in here~
but now I really had to make a new entry...
So, I think I was kinda forced to write a new entry,
to tell everyone that I'm okay so far ^^~
and to tell you about my feelings that changed
during the last weeks...
unn, it's really hard for me to write this down,
but I will try my best this time..
It was not long ago, when i wrote about being independent...
and I really think everything I wrote back then were
my true feelings at that time..
but now, for some reasons I changed like in 90°...
There was a moment when I realized that there
is something that's much more important than
fighting for your dreams..
I kinda noticed that I am alone, I mean,
I don't have anyone to say "I love you" or
things like this...
Umm, these words sound like kind of emo-words -.-
I hope you got what I wanted to tell you basically.
This was when I listened to the song
"code" by 錦戸亮 (Nishikido Ryo)..
i really thought
"this is what my feelings are like"
I want to have somebody I can sing this song to..
and I want to share the lyrics with all of you
もう少しだけ愛を 愛を 愛を
I'll show you that I can protect every element that colors you.
I'll be by your side no matter what.
I will take away every little thing that saddens you,
So let this love last a little longer… this love… this love.
One day, will I be able to tell you my feelings with confidence?
Will I be able to stay as someone you are proud to call your own.
WIth you beside me,
I feel like anything is possible.
I'll send you my love… my love.