2 mars 2010, 18h48m
slept well at work last night- so untypical. dreamed i fell in love with a solemn black half-fox/half-skunk (like a striped fennec) in a shop and decided to adopt it. i was playing with its energetic apricot-coated sibling and pondering if i could take it as well when i was told i couldn't have either, not even being able to find the first. get the feeling it's the story of my life, though i don't know what it means. still craving a nap.
one of my therapy assignments is to compose my own eulogy, what i'd like for it to contain. supposed to refine my sense of direction and life purpose/ meaning. i've made leaps and bounds overall, but the psychological challenges are stepping up to match and then some. i don't break down as much, recover faster, and still plan to change my environment as soon as feasible. shit is fucked up; i'm dealing. i only wish talk (by the session hour) were in fact cheap...
reading a lot, mostly related to cognitive behavior therapy.
i'm enjoying my new last.fm friends, though i think i'm satiated. i can't divide my attention among many more profiles. i don't collect for the sake of it. i'll play friend's friend's stations if i need more variety.