vendredi 20 Fév 2009, 4h03m

I love my guitar =) more so than my piano (too bad).

Anyway, these days have been fairly better, but still utter shit. I'm not entirely sure how to deal with them and I have lost all motivation. It had been slowly decreasing, for sure, but now it's just vanished. The only time I;m enjoying myself is when I'm with friends b/c I don't have to think about what's going on in my own life.

I thought by overloading myself with more work this year, I would concentrate less on 'personal' and 'past' issues. It doesn't feel that way, which is rather unfortunate. Alcohol had the opposite effect on me the last time and made me overwhelmingly upset, heh. If you're particularly interested, it was a Berry X Cider. =p

Anyway,

~anemone