THee-BeAtNiK

Just 1 A.M. thinking

The tea is wearing off or in simple haste I am growing tired, yet this is the prime time to look upon self and being. Looking at photos of my past, that being late 2007 really puts a damper on me mentally. Having only one clique life, I can maybe say after some situations I dead after rehab. Call it pop-culture or that of lack of experience, but I lost my innocence towards life that drive in which humans are told to take. Or maybe I have dead in the realm of social norms and modern societal function? Yet, it maybe my lack of sleep and romanticizing about past events with rose colored glasses. 23, a number in which most struggle at their bottom of the end barrel earning, yet I have no motion to take such a holding being a 3rd year senior. I do not want pity as being lost is not feeling sorry, it is the matter of seeing others that cause the woe of “I do not know.” But how can this be cause if action is by self? With innocence gone knowledge from others has cleared its shelves of inquisitive actions. Is it wrong to question the simple action of the inner flame of want with that of outside knowledge and the possessiveness it creates? Is this action subjective? Lost by not that of society, but by self and action?

Nothing like 1 A.M.

K.d.W