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  • from me inside

    6 oct. 2010, 6h32m

    Laying on bed thinking about everything I went tru. Having the person I have loved the most since I knew it n knowing that I can't go back to her like before.. Knowing that I can't fight her back cuz even if I would want to mean the world to her there are reasons in which I just can't say "hunny, everything will be alright"
    Wishing I could just talk to her right this moment but then what am I gonna ask next? To see her? I can't.. I cant.. I can't.. Wondering what she is feeling, thinking, loving... Wish I could know but at the same time scares me that nothing is like before...
    I'll talk to her on Friday.. Probably it will be the last time or maybe not.. Please god, make it possible for us to talk one more time. I love her, i can't lie.. I can't even hide it. N I've missed her every second I spent In that place...
    At the end, I don't know what I want, I don't know how Friday will end up...
    I hate feeling like this.. Maybe she loves some one else already n I am just creating illusions when there is nothing...
    i just want to say deep inside that if our love would have been in different circumstances, i would have never gave up.